So...

Hi. I'm back. I've been lurking for... *checks* 14 weeks. But I finally had to break down and beg for some good bandom fic, so...

Question. How did everyone in the spn fandom make the jump to mcr? Was it like, "Oh, you know what reminds me of two hot brothers and ghosts and angst? My Chemical Romance."

...actually, when I think of it that way, it makes much more sense. Honestly, my personal progression was more like. "JaredJaredJaredJaredJaredJar--well, hello there. ...is that a neck tattoo?" Basically, Frank Iero is my new fandom boyfriend, I think he's hotter than Las Vegas in August, and I'm deeply, deeply shallow. And I'm totally in love with Gerard Way for about thirty different reasons (one reason: hamster love. My hamster is my favorite. <3 <3) And Mikey! And alright, seriously, all of the boys.

So that's it. Cute boys who do cute things and make music I actually really, really love.

So what's new?

i feel you on my fingertips (my tongue dances behind my lips)
or Six Girls Sam Winchester Sees In His Head, and Five Girls The Winchester Brothers Don't Save In Time
SPN. Sam, Dean, OFCs.
PG-13
516 words
A/n: Soundtrack is, without a doubt, Flyleaf's All Around Me. I didn't quite know how to end it. It started out as "Heroes don't always make it in time" and ended... well, there's angst, and then there's hopelessness. The boys are heroes for a reason, right? So they must get the bad guy? Right...?

THAT'S IT, I GIVE UP!

*pushes all of the boys in the UNIVERSE across the table, crosses her arms, turns her back*

Take them all! One for everyone! I don't want them anymore--you can have them. Seriously, just... just make them go away. I don't even want to look at them anymore.

I think I'm gonna be a nun.... Yeah. I think that's a good idea. A nun. Let me look into that... *headdesk*

I want an icon of Brooke looking really cute and brunette and perky and awesome with the name "Busty McHypocrite" written across the bottom.

Hmm. Spent the night writing fic and shaking my fist because OMG I HATE THAT IT ISN'T OTH NIGHT. How awesome was last week's ep? Awesome times a hundred, that's how awesome.

...and then I ended up writing SPN fic instead. Hmm. Odd. Anyway, this is the tiny little OTH ficlet that I need to post before tomorrow because I have a feeling it will be waaaay not canon after the next ep. It's Brooke/Nathan

it takes my pain away
OTH. Brooke/Nathan. PG-13
215ish words. Spoilers for the last episode.
Notes: title from Pain by Jimmy Eat World, because Futures has eaten my brain, but I'm saving the Night Drive lyrics for a different fic. No beta, no edits, written really quickly. I wanted to work in something with the camera, but I fail, so maybe next time...

I don't wanna go to wooooork. You can't make me! Oh, yeah, and I totally got a raise last month and no one told me about it. Fun.

Hmm. Deadly peanut butter. Really, FOX News? There's nothing better to talk about? Tell me a little more about Anna Nicole Smith. I don't think I've quite OD'd on the coverage yet.

Am getting a new tattoo. Kinda stoked. Also, having parents finance important doctor-y matters so I don't have to. Gee, I love being twentysomething and spoiled.

Have fic. Should post. Am feeling very apathetic and franky, a little emo at the total lack of comments on all four Miami fics. Let's be honest--fic writers are comment whores at heart. That's totally okay, too--feedback is vital to a lot of people's creative process. It's natural. I know the fandom is sorta dormant, but still. Maybe I'm just spoiled by the awesome peeps in SPN and OTH...

Yawn. Still don't want to go to work. Need to shower. Hmm. Gonna go do that. Niiiiiiight.

Ordered Chinese from That One Place That Always Makes Me Sick and--surprise!!--got sick.

Am going to crawl into bed and die now. Plz send Pete Wentz and William Beckett to cuddle and make me feel better.

get up, come on (stop crying your heart out)
CSI: Miami. Calleigh/Speed.
840ish words. PG.
Notes: postthree. Character death referenced. Title from Oasis.

Heat
CSI: Miami. Genfic.
870ish words. PG.
Notes: Pre-s3, otherwise known as "prethree". ;D Just a quick little ficlet, but I like it.
 

My best friend is a thousand miles away, my stupid new boy won't call me back, I'm eating strawberry frosting out of the container, and I've got the few Fall Out Boy on a loop.

Cue the emo.

Sooo... I kinda need a beta. Pretty bad, actually. I have 44 (44!!) drafts of stories saved in my gmail account (the writing one, not the actual e-mail one--otherwise knows as the "Hey, where'd my inbox go?" one), none of which have been seen by another living soul. It's kinda getting to me. I need feedback, but I don't feel comfortable posting things cold in communities. There's some CSI: Miami fics (Calleigh/Speed and Calleigh/Eric&Calleigh/Speed), a few OFC SPN fics (one 'cesty, one not, and one series-ish), and another part to the Chad/Hilarie RPF I posted oh, forever ago. The Sam/OFC fic I'm writing right now is killing me, so if anyone out there would like to volunteer, I would be more than stoked to pass it on.

Dear Slash Writers:

Please consider making the characters you're writing for LESS LIKE FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS.*

Thank you.

-Nixie

*sheepish wave* Hey guys. Remember me? I used to, y'know, EXIST. I kinda had some stuff go down before Christmas that, combined with a total lack of access to a computer, made my fandom life go up in smoke. But I'm back! I hope! Please don't hate me! I also have seemed to deleted oh, everything in my e-mail. How I managed to do that using Gmail, the most idiot-proof e-mail service EVER, baffles me on a regular basis.

But I've written a little bit! In a totally new fandom! CSI: Miami has eaten my brain. Especially the first two seasons because, hello? Rory Cochrane? Is sorta hot. Love him. And Eric Delko is my post-Speedle boyfriend. And Horatio/Marisol? Is like, the most unexpectedly darling pairing ever. Marisol's sorta clueless, but Horatio is pretty much the best guy ever in a relationship. And Calleigh? Homg. Love. Her. Love Calleigh/Speed, love Calleigh/Eric, love Calleigh/Ryan. And Ryan! Love Ryan! He's got the best arms when he like, slams Brenden Fehr into the wall in that one episode (any more than that would be a spoiler)? Yum. Yuuuuuuum. I haven't read much over the last couple days, but I've noticed that there's a definite lack of Speedle!fic, as well as well-written and smoking hot het. Need this like breathing.

*I swear to God, if I EVER read about Eric offering to fluff Speed's pillows in another CSI: Miami The-Season-Three-Premiere-Never-Happened fic, it will be too. soon. EVEN IF IT'S NEVER. My biggest pet peeve in existence? Is turning perfectly masculine male characters into a) total girls or b) catty homosexual divas. If they wouldn't act like that in the show, DON'T WRITE THEM THAT WAY. /rant.

I've been totally MIA for like, two weeks now. That's a combination of my birthday, work, my family, and some other stuff. I know I haven't checked my e-mail in at least a week. So what happened?! Did I miss anything fun? Rec me some fics, rec me YOUR fics, show me some crazy links, bitch me out for being evil and falling off the planet, whatever. Fill me in.

Regarding tonight's

So, I don't want to seem like I'm ganking estrella30's awesome babyfic idea or anything, but I was fussing with some stuff last night and... well, this kinda happened. I feel like I ruined parts of it when I tweaked it a little and I don't want to post it as a fic or anything because it's not ready, but... well, feedback would be cool. I like it and I think I want to do more with it.

( The bunched-up fist on her breast is tiny... )

Also, moosesal did you still want to see more of that OFC fic?